While some people might be bummed by no one checking out their blog anymore, I think there is some liberation to be find in that. I can talk about what I want, and really, there is no fear of retribution or raised eyebrow. If you are as shy as I am, you will understand this to be a good thing.

I drove out of town last week, to see He Who Shall Not be Named Here. HWSNBNH lives about two and a half hours out of the city. I didn't have a great lot of time to spend, as I had to work on Saturday. However, we just hung out, and I did a great pile of dishes in his house. Yes, I hate dishes, and would rather just purchase new ones every day. However, He needed the help. having been sick for the last few weeks. I like to think that I gave him an idea of what life with me would be like; I'm not sure. We ripped out the carpet in my hallway a few weeks ago, and I think he had another glimpse of what being with me is like. I am not stating that I am all excitement, but that I am really the person he is looking for. I just wish he really knew that.

I understand there is a gender issue to work past here. His brain isn't wrapped around feeling like this for another man. I am fairly certain that this isn't the only thing holding him back, though.