Evil vs Etiquette.

It appears that people I don't want to see again have found Facebook. There are stacks of bad memories, tears, an actual nervous breakdown, and humiliation associated with these people. Even so, I am drawn to send them a message saying "Hi!". Why? I remember spending a week unable to get out of bed as a result of the cruelty of three of the people I have found online. I don't think that is a feeling a 14 year old should have. Even though it was me, and even though so many years have passed, I still remember it all.

My younger brother points out that I owe these people nothing. However, am I obligated to say hello because I noticed them, and I have good manners? The high road may be to message them just to say hello, and leave the next move to them. The middle may be to send them a poke, and see what response I get.

Life can be interesting, especially when the hunted comes and finds you.

I'm a Chevrolet Corvette!

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Which Will and Grace Character Are You?

You're Grace Adler! You're quirky and energetic, and you have soft spot for gay men. You're ultra-creative and you have a funky, crazy fashion sense.
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What American accent do you have? Your Result: North Central   "North Central" is what professional linguists call the Minnesota accent. If you saw "Fargo" you probably didn't think the characters sounded very out of the ordinary. Outsiders probably mistake you for a Canadian a lot.
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I would have suspected more....SB , do you give lessons?

You are 47% Bittch!

Well about half way there to becoming a full out Bittch! It won't be long now! I think you have a little devil and little angel in you! Right now there are fighting! Maybe the devil will win and you will be a big Bittch!

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Probability of killing, 47%

So you have problems with enemies, maybe dont have a high enough self-esteem, or play a few violent videogames. Cutting it a little close there. Try to keep your cool, alright?

Are you capable of killing

I went for coffee with an old friend of the highschool variety last night. We were friends through University too, but life got in the way. I moved to Calgary, and she moved in with her now husband.

I was apprehensive about meeting her, as she has done very well for herself. She is working on a Masters degree in Computer Science, is married, has a very nice house in a good part of town, and had a baby about a year ago. Apprehensive, and jealous too, I suppose. I guess because I feel the way I do about my life at this point, I am compelled to compare myself to everyone I know as a measure of how I am doing. Since that measure seems very short for the last while, I am kind of angsty about it all.

Thankfully despite everything, and perhaps despite herself, she hasn't changed. She's still the fun loving, good hearted person that I remember. Now I just have to meet the kid. :)

Wow. I'm bad at this. I didn't think I could be this negligent about posting, but apparerntly I am.

It feels like all I've done as of late is work. My manager has been off from surgery, and will be out for another week at least. This has left me to be manning the fort from all directions, and I am tired and worn out. I know that I've been a pretty poor friend for the last several weeks, and all I can offer to fix that is my most heartfelt apology. I get home, and kinda want to avoid all human interaction, as I've had too much of it during the day. Not good interaction, either.
I would say that all of the stress in my life is giving me grey hair, but since I paid someone to fix that last weekend, I won't mention it. :)

On the upside, spring is finally kinda sorta here, provided it doesn't snow tonight. I think that is a cruel joke; snow on April Fools Day. It's like Mother Nature saying "Ha! Gotcha!". I have concluded that Mother Nature can be a bitch at times.

Worse than that, since the weather is nicer, it is time to start thinking about all of the projects that need to happen outside this year. The worst of which is painting the house. What colour? Good question. Looking for help there. A nice bright pink could...make me vomit. Any other suggestions? :)

21 years in prison

This is The Guilty Game. Next to the questions, put your answers as either guilty or innocent. Guilty if you have, innocent if you haven't. The number of guilty’s you have is the number of years in prison you are sentenced to. Re-post with a headline stating how many years in prison you have....


1. Dated outside your race?
Innocent

2. Given a hickey?
guilty

3. Gotten a hickey?
guilty

4. Sung in the shower?
Guilty

5. Spit in someones Drink?
Innocent

6. Dumped someone?
guilty

7. Been dumped?
guilty

8. Opened your Christmas presents early?
Innocent

9. Lied to a friend?
guilty

10. Seen "The Goonies" more than 10 times?
Innocent

11. Played a Computer game for more than 5 hours?
guilyu

12. Ran through the sprinklers naked?
Innocent

13. Ate food that fell on the floor?
guilty

14. Went outside naked?
Guilty

15. Flashed somebody?
Innocent

16. Mooned someone?
Innocent

17. Been on stage?
Guilty

18. Made someone cry?
Guilty

19. Been in a parade?
Innocent

20. Been in a school play?
Guilty

21. Drank beer?
Guilty

22. Gotten detention?
Innocent

23. Been on a plane?
Guilty

24. Been on a cruise?
Innocent

25. Broken into a house?
innocent

26. Gotten a tattoo?
innocent

27. Gotten a piercing?
Innocent

28. Got thrown out of a bar?
innocent

29. Gotten into a shouting match?
innocent

30. Spun yourself in circles to get dizzy on purpose?
Innoent

31. Laughed so hard it hurt?
Guilty

32. Tripped on your own feet?
guilty

33. Cried yourself to sleep?
guilty

34. Cried in public?
guilty

35. Thrown up in public?
innocent

36. Lied to your parents?
guilty

37. Skipped class?
Guilty

38. Cried so hard you threw up?
guilty

39. Had more than five REAL bf/gfs?
innocent

40. Done drugs?
innocent

41. Broken a law?
innocent

42. Had sex with an ex's brother/sister
Innocent

It might sound stupid to you...

but I'm upset that my goldfish just died. Too many people treat enough pets like they are disposable, but fish somehow don't seem to be on the same level.

I realize she was old. I got her in January of 2001. But, what you have to realize that would mean she's been with me since I lived in Calgary. She was given to me by someone as a very sweet "Just because" gift.


I don't know how to finish this post. I'm upset.

What crazy thing will be your demise?

A bolt of lightning with your name on it

... (why?)

Because it landed you in the mental institution

'What crazy thing will be your demise?' at QuizGalaxy.com

It's funny, but not Ha Ha funny.

Why do I feel self conscious about giving this url to people I know, when it is already posted on the internet, and available to pretty much everyone? Is it the vulnerability; is it the loss of privacy?

I was going to write that I am not sure what has been up with my mood lately. I've not been very energetic, and I've been sort of living in my head. I do that at the best of times really, but this is different. Perhaps it is Mid-Winter Blahs setting in. Do you think we forget how it felt the year before in order to allow the Blahs to affect us more when they visit again? Something to ponder...

I came across a line that I enjoy - What would Jesus forget?
Perhaps he got the Blahs too.

Things have been bothering me. My relationship, lack thereof, or mess therein. Hard to say where to categorize that. Money. That definately falls into the lack thereof pile. My job. The mess therein pile. The disaster therein. Where is that winning lotto ticket when you NEED it? Some people at work are very close to being told - (Thank you SB and Ariia for this one) - Why don't you go and play a nice game of Hide and Go Fuck Yourself?

Thrown into the whole Blah thing is the fact that I was very sick over the weekend. However that doesn't mentally translate into an excuse to have avoided the gym until this point. And here, we have another reason why I'm blah. It might have to do with the recent birthday, but perhaps not. I'm bothered more by the body I see in the mirror. I don't want my pants spilling over, or the Mushroom Cloud effect anymore; not that I never did. The problem with the Blahs is that you don't want to go the Gym, therefore feeling guilty about that. How is it that you don't have the energy to do anything, but have the energy to feel guilty? Then, you look yourself in the mirror, and feel worse. Thus, the cycle completes and continues.

Hmmm...Perhaps a personal trainer for a week or three, somewhere on Hawaii. Bathing suits not required...

That would help. I'm willing to give it a try. :)

I wonder if I screwed up?

Maybe I'm in a mood because I am home sick. Maybe I'm in a mood because my job seems to be going no where, but fast. Maybe I'm in a mood because my ex boyfriend has a wonderful sounding new boyfriend, and I am a bit jealous. Maybe I am just home alone, with my regrets.

The house seems full.

What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)
Brown You have brown eyes. Brown is the color of the earth. Your eyes symbolize your comforting and fostering nature. You are stable, grounding, sophisticated, considerate, conventional and orderly. People may consider you to be cozy or warm. People feel safe when they are with you. Some words to describe you: reliability, elegance, security, healing, homely, grounding, foundation, and earthly.
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Tag!!
I've been tagged by Superbytch! - http://superbytch.blogspot.com/

The name of the game - once tagged, you must list 5 things that your blog readers don't know about you. Then you must tag another 5 people, post the list on your blog, and leave a comment for them on their blogs so that they know they're IT!

So, first up, my 5 bits of trivia (which some of you may know, and others may not) .. . .

1. The first CD I ever purchased was Abba Gold.
2. I am afraid of vampires, even at this point in my life.
3. I won my high schools General Proficiency award when I graduated.
4. I am very shy, but despite that was in drama, choir, and piano competitions
5. Every so often I want to quit working, and just become a pro bodybuilder, despite the fact that I have the wrong type of build.


Now, my tagees:


I have no idea who to tag, as every blog that I read has aleady been tagged! Argh!

The Suave Lover 50% partner focus, 57% aggressiveness, 25% adventurousness

Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to be traditional rather than daring or out-of-the-ordinary, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Suave Lover. The Suave Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and is reminiscent of some of the most classic lover figures of all time, such as Casanova or Don Juan, or more recently James Bond (several of the "Bond girls" fit this type, too). This shouldn't be confused with a "player" or someone who is solely interested in physical love, but someone who is looking for an incredibly elusive thing: a worthy partner. The Suave Lover is a treasure to find, but can be incredibly difficult to hold on to, once found. In terms of physical love, the Suave Lover can sometimes be surprisingly tender. Given the right setting, and the right lover, the Suave Lover can be a delight in bed. Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Devoted Lover (most of all) or the Romantic Lover, or the Liberated Lover. Congratulations! If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in the following: Nerds, Geeks & Dorks Professional Wrestling Buffy the Vampire Slayer America/Politics Thanks Again! -- THE LOVER STYLE PROFILE TEST

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on partner focus You scored higher than 99% on aggressiveness You scored higher than 99% on adventurousness

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